Scribbles, my wall of words

It is unfair, what can we do to help and preserve the already dying equality. Poverty what is the least we can do for them? is there even a 'least' to think about.

I do not believe everyone has chances, not everyone has a 3rd chance nor a 2nd some even doesn't have the privilege to have what seem a 1st chance, I feel sorry for them and I feel guilty whenever I mess up my opportunities , could have he or she done better than me?

They needed a chance more than anyone else, the only thing we can do is take our chances and walk forward accomplishing the things they have been longing to see in themselves, 'a shot at life' we are very lucky.

Your parents raised you just to see you walk "The only thing you cannot plead and beg for to happen is the priceless smile your parents can get when they see you walking the red lane" not only you brought them a smile you wont forget, you just paved your own road from then on.

I don't believe everyone has a chance, but I believe everyone deserve a 1st chance

Scribbles, my wall of words

Considering what we find everyday... and at every moment... I realized the fact that we are lucky four years ago or more. but I was scared to acknowledge the fact that I am disappointing the people around me. It was a daunting thought.


It can do much worse than drain of what use to be human, we are lucky and I am lucky to be here. I want to apologize to anyone who read this short thread, I'm really sorry.


If you are someone I know, then I apologize ten-folds...

Graduates by FinalKingz

Kuantan Filipino Community Graduates (Basic Computer) made by ME!!! MUAHAHAHHA!!!!

Growing Wings

I want this game!?!?!?!!

This game was made and released like when I was... um... 12 years old? gawd.. I wonder if anyone still has a stock..

You say you like dragons? especially red ones? well well, this game isnt that bad to have =3

OMG? yes omg storyline

*Finishes 1st ending* Did a tear just fall of my eyes again?

*Finishes 2nd ending* uwaa? I'm crying!!!!

*Plays for the 3rd time* You see I havent finish the 3rd ending yet for the Ps2, and I'm extremely determined To finish it, out of all the Square-enix production Drakengard for me has the most Dramatic touch to it, if you put aside the Scrawny graphics but the story is the one that matters right? screw Final Fantasy, Drakengard is the best

ohh...

I think I see an angel...

ah, crud its just her

Nyahaha, just joking it was a good image only if I changed it to Rendering C.

Me and some whacky dude

"Kaya ba natin to?" (Can we handle this?)

"OO naman!!" (Ofcourse we can!!)

"..."

Commended and mustered with bravery, clumsily and stupidly we did fought those over-grown ants just to end up on their dinner plate

Never again, we tried to level in that place again

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Is It Just Another Crush? Dear God, Hopefully Its Not..

A seriously Awesome song, agreed?

Gokusen [Anime Theme Song]

At True sense... the Most Pure Japanese Song Ive heard In a Long Long While, Enjoy it...

=)

Sorry for an extremely long update here... xD


To my surprise its from an anime...

Wind...

My emotions... this is what I see... freedom... nothing else but freedom... but I can't help, but watch you even I declared my own freedom, this is what I see...

And probably for the next years to come...

When all is lost... Find your way... back... through freedom...

Beautiful world... [Pt. 6]

You return to your seat... relieved from the eyes of embarrassment, but the drowsiness is still there, you weren't able to shake it off, till now... your eyes glued to your desk, you cant help yourself but feel sleepy again...

You feel the eyes of your teacher close to you, but he doesn't do anything, your eyes stuck...

going through your dream, as your stare into nothing...

your head half dreaming...

On your way to school, you see the field of your school... the soccer field...

The sight of it made you relax, as you kept walking towards the inside of the school, the feeling of your sleepiness bringing you backwards...

Participating on the soccer club is the only way to avoid seeing your parents fighting, the sight you couldn't stare for long, made you decide to attend the soccer club, until night time...

once again, you feel your dream moving backwards...


The morning street, where you used to walk all the time going to school, the empty quiet street, made you more drowsy, even the heat doesn't help much to keep you fully awake, you accepted the heat as a comforting blanket, as you drag your feet across the clean cement....

you feel lonely, as no one was there to walk with you...

You have friends... but not the one's you would bond with too much... you haven't changed...


At last.. you look at the sky, your eyes pointing towards the city, the blue clear sky, you know your dad work somewhere over there, but you never raise the topic, your neighbor bidding you 'hi' and 'take care' which you bid them back happily....

You felt happy for a moment, after hearing something positive after a while

Beautiful world... [Pt. 5]

Have you ever been, the one to wake up alone, and get ready for school alone? always the one to leave school first, despite the silent snore of your family, from the next room? the one to wake up to open the mailbox, to see what news that they store for you...

the type to carry your dirty bag, without anyone telling you to wash it, that uniform you always wear everyday, that you always clean every night, the type of person to leave alone, despite your companions present in the household.....



To walk to school alone, to enter the school, the guard watching you...

Just to see the corridor empty, meaning nothing else but the fact your late again...

The feeling of your leather shoes, tapping against the floor never felt so clear in your entire life, it was too quiet for a school, because you still haven't left your world, your head still drugged from sleepiness, the events last night, was too much for you....

But you couldn't help yourself, but just walk...


Opening the door, to your classroom, you see students sharply tentative to what the school teacher is saying, absorbing everything he says, the class ignoring you...

The teacher eyes you, and from that he can tell you haven't sleep so well recently, for a moment time stops, as you expect the students to look at you, but no...

They look at their notebooks, scribbling down notes...

You were able to breath once again, as you begin to walk to your seat...

Beautiful world... [Prologue]

Enjoy the video guys, so far this the prologue of beautiful world =)

My Favorite Novel

Here's my most favorite novel, I wanted to post it cause I want to share it too all the people here, especially the ones attending college, you know who you are, heheh, "Last lectures huh..." I'm not sure if its done in asia, but it would very fantastic if it is dont you think? I seriously doubt the University here would do such a thing, as we have different beliefs and thoughts, Randy's way of a proffesor is truly magnificent, I begin to wonder why a University has sometimes have a bad teacher, incompetent no... not at all, but the type to recognize students, their faults and weakness, why they are being assholes? skipping classes, it is the student's fault totally, but partially it's also the teacher's way of teaching, I didn't ask you to blame the teacher, hell no I didn't tell you that....


I won't tell how did Randy became a great proffesor to my eyes, but you just have to buy the book, and watch just how many wisdom you can get from a very thin book, Im not even done with it yet, Im already content...

Logan, Chloe, Jai, Randy and Dylan

A lot of professors give talks titled "The Last Lecture" Professors are asked to consider their demise and to ruminate on what matters to most of them. And while they speak, audiences can't help but mull the same question. What wisdom would we impart to the world if we knew it was our last chance? if we had to vanish tomorrow, what would we want as our legacy?

When Randy Pausch, a computer science professor at Carnegie Mellon, was asked to give such a lecture, he didn't have to imagine it as his last, since he had recently been diagnosed with terminal cancer, But the lecture he gave ---- 'Reall Achieving your Childhood Dreams' ---- wasn't about dying. It was about the importance of overcoming obstacles, of enabling the dreams others, of seizing every moment (because 'time is all you have... and you may find one daythat you have less than you think'). It was a summation of everything Randy had come to believe. It was about living

In this book, Randy Pausch has combined the humuor, inspiration, and intelligence that made his lecture such a phenomenon and gives it an indelible form, It is a book that will be shared for generation to come.

Beautiful world... [Pt. 4]

Not so long after the boy called her name, she did a spin facing him, saying something sweet, yes the only drawback I thought she would only say something a lot sweeter, but I guess her lines were good enough, hahaha

My expectations was a little too high on the speech, now we can see a full body look of the girl, minus the bar covering her lower waist, she has somewhat a very thin frame, which I'm not complaining about, the can dispenser and the two trucks are nicely colored...

Much of a nice prologue...

Now we have a close up on her face and features, smooth skin like any other japanese animes with a hint of a pink blush on her cheeks, hinting she's eagerly embarrassed, leaning her pink umbrella on her right shoulder with a overly cute pose and smile would be the typical anime

This one, the designers kept it simple, like life is simple...

Just following the genre was easy...

Ahh.. here it is, after saying what she wanted to say, a train sped between them and so the title appears, in japanese nonetheless, the translation would be...

"The Beautiful World" Thanks for reading =)

Beautiful world... [Pt. 3]

After reaching out for the petal, we soon find ourselves mesmerize in this picture, the car reflection, imitates its surrounding beautifully, Petals falling made the grand possible, a lot of messages sprang to my mind when I saw this scene....

This is one of my most favorite scenes, throughout the entire movie...

I made this my wallpaper ever since I watched the movie, a calming picture always comes in handy

After that scene, the girl sprang into a light jog, with the male chasing after her, it would be nicer to watch this animated, the sound of the bag rustling behind the male's back is perfectly timed, the jog was quick but well animated, the scene once again is fantastic...

The white spots that cover the concrete floor made the scene more realistic and attractive...

The scene ends when the male reaches the other end of the turn, so quite a lot of frames were used...

Why the shocked face? heheh

Here, you can see the full face of the protagonist once he was a kid, the metal machine to his right, is almost a complete replica of the real one, a well detailed color, more petals fall through here, as the boy well... called after his Childhood friend..

"Akari!!" he shouted the metallic pole separating two of them, the sound of a train isn't far behind, as he was worried she would leave him behind...

Beautiful world... [Pt. 2]

What better storyline can you get none other starting during your childhood, then steadily growing up, facing trials and errors, here you get the two children walking with each other during spring, at first I thought these two are brother and sisters to may surprise they turn out to be something I pretty much expected, childhood friends...

This picture lasted for a fraction of a second, it gave a sudden surprise, which I did enjoy, adding something like that will make you go on... don't you think?

The details once again, are something admire, although the blurry image at the back was a little bother, anything else was a fantastic treat...

Here we have a the girl on side view, her hair blown back by a slight wind and the pace of her walk, at this moment she was saying something about the cherry petals, telling her close friend how she enjoys the scenery during spring...

Her hair, face and eyes suggested, she should be around, the age of 12 average, although not one of the prettiest anime girls, drawn to the point but it was an excellent choice, imperfection... is a plus sometimes...



Her hands are of those of a grown lady, but I don't mind, since girl's hand doesn't grow at all or ahem, barely grows, hehehheheh....

Here she stills continue to relate her likeness about cherry blossoms to her really close friend, falling petal falls to her hand as she says something that will mark an edge on the story, her sleeve is almost as though shes wearing a kimono, style nowadays are interesting,

Their weren't much details on this picture due to the brightness, like the other pictures this lasted a fraction of a second...

Beautiful world... [Pt. 1]

Ahh, this one breaks the ice, the view taken from a turning point going to the right, the camera moves slowly to the right as more petals fall, I tried to imagine how much frames and trials were used, my guess it was a lot, the metal bar shining against the sun and reflection on the window car, are eye catching, the horizon was really brightened, probably morning or broad afternoon,

More details on the shadow's outline with a hint of purple and more on the concrete, this part of the anime is at its best...


Portrays the shadowing and lighting, which it makes it more close to the real world, the glowing shine coming from the bike hints that it's new, and extremely clean....

It almost look like a photo, that matches with the digital cameras today, from the shine to the bike to the details of the tires, that 20 rm gone to this tape is really worth it


At first I took a look at the box it said beautiful world, well I'll be damned... the drawing and coloring, beats a lot of my expectations, now I just want to share it with you guys, I'll be posting a lot of pictures from the anime, along with a short description...

Here... you cold see a cherry petal easing down on a puddle of water, I cant say much, but its a truly magnificent moment, even though it lasted for just less than 3 seconds it was mesmerizing somehow...

The reflection is very appealing...

Version 0.7

This time I didn't change the songs, Pictures has changed and I added three post about my First Online Game, Hope you guys read them all, this version has come to an end, enjoy the blog

Lets talk about something.... [Fearless Pt. 3]

Here we are, for playing almost a year, Lineage 2 has come out and soon most of our interest started to waver, soon finally absorbed by the more attractive games, I tried my best to balance my life and the two games, I found it's hard to concentrate, so I must drop one, I dropped my position in the guild, and resign formally, I told him I would be playing something else, although its a little stupid and rude on my side, its something to let go, hey if I hadn't left Ghost online, I wouldn't meet the guys and gals I had a blast with, those people are out there....

Well this the last photo I took before 100% leaving Ghost Online behind, I'm pretty sure Ghost will crumble due to lack of players as I can see more games, starts to appear and so much better than L2 will start to come out, I had a blast... playing Ghost Online...

As my first real online game here in Malaysia, I couldn't have it any other way, I address all the members of Fearless a formal Goodbye, posted here on my Blog.... Hope you all doing well!!!

Lets talk about something.... [Fearless Pt. 2]

Well, here are the active members, the picture above me is during our First Guild War, Fearless V.S Celestia, we didn't think we would win cause of their levels higher than us, I believe the place was called Ayer Hitam if I remain correct, well you can click on it to enlarge further as it is kinda small from here, thats me over there (Luis8426) The one behind is our Guild Leader (xXWindzXx) the one below him is my wannabe - wife in game of course, which is a guy *AHEM* (X32MA) the one behind him is our supporter who bought us our costumes (MaiJingJi) the one behind her would be, my Guild leader's Girlfriend (xdiam0ndx) behind her would our bodyguard (Warrior88) this mostly of the guild most active, each has it owns reason to play and enjoy a good war...

Lets talk about something.... [Fearless]

I decided to write about something, well I decided to write about my past games, before I touched even the latest games today, the one you see now, to my left is my very First guild, taking on the roll at first an officer then 2nd master for a short while, why we choose the name? I'll be honest we wanted a cool name, hahaha.. while we were compelled to use other names that correspond with justice, we decided to crash it with Fearless, like the name implies.. we'll take on any guild, well I guess thats gist of it with the Logo, about the members? well he was a good buddy of mine who surprisingly study at the same school with me, he has a girlfriend which I became good friends with too, All three of us managed the guild with a special someone supporting us, I'm not sure about her name but she goes by 'MaiJingJi' she contributed a lot of help, on behalf I thank you, although the logo is a big 'F' it looks pretty well during the game, Forever Fearless,,,

Version 0.6

Fixed the Music problem, add some more stories on the left section, I also added a lyrics text below the music player,

Version 0.5

Change the music from Falloutboy = Take it over, Breaks over to 30 seconds to mars = Beautiful lie, Changed the positions of the Pictures and text, and finally added the ShoutBox, I also add some stories really worth reading, take your time and browse I also added links of my friends who has blogs, so far I havent checked all of them some might be missing....

Version 0.4

Change the song from RedJumpsuit Apparatus = Guardian Angel to Falloutboy = Take it Over, Break's Over, Change the photos to make it look like a little schoolish..

Version 0.3

Changed the Photo and such as much of the other pictures in this blog, Music has been changed from Linkin Park = Leave out all the rest >>>> Redjumpsuit Apparatus = Guardian Angel

Version 0.2

Blog Updated added something, to make a little bit more close to home

Version 0.1

[Blogs comes out]

Giving Birth to something new

Testing~~~ Testing~~~