The History That Wasnt Left Far Behind
"Okay class, in two weeks time we will have our annual school festival I know its a bit of a rush but please do you best okay everyone?" This is me, I'm student of the east harbor highscool, I'm a blunt person and I don't like lazy people but ironically I fell in love with one.In all his work you can see how slow he can be, that's why the teacher paired me up with one for me to teach him how to exert effort but I taught and learned something from him it was this warm spark you don't feel every now and then, I was glad to have him by my side even though I hate his attitude so much...It was 3 days left before the school annual festival, most of the students have almost done their stalls but not for me mine was... not even 50% done. I cried so hard because I was usually the best one and the first to finish each year but not this time....I cried while I was doing work it was in the early mornings we were given free time to complete our stalls, stares and glances are focusing on me I was so embarrassed I didn't want to show my face in school again, it's because of him!! I... I...I failed...Someone's Bag drops infront of me, I cursed at the person so loud for bothering me but then when I looked up, I saw him... that guy... how dare he show his face infront of me... after all this..."I'm sorry..." He told me.Suddenly I felt bad for yelling at him. All eyes were staring at us "I'm sorry..." he told me again.My mind was shut as he squatted eye level at me "I'm sorry..." again.I mustered every thing I have in my frail condition to continue work as I slowly pulled the tape, I could feel something welling in my eyes "H-help me with this please..." I told him...That's when he reached out slowly as time stops. you know wanna know a secret? I found out that... I can push through any hurdles that comes my way.As long...As long your with me.
You know you and I studied for so long that our eyes went bad to pass the entrance exam. Endless nights we talked about the theories we learned from our Preparatory teachers and the Formula's that confused us to no end.You were always sticking by me to teach me, always there.You knew I was in trouble, I admired you for your score's in the exams I always did.You became an inspiration to me, therefore I did my best on all parts of your tutoring you gave me I tried my best to understand, infact you praised me.That made me happy.But that happiness all of it faded when the results came out, all those stuff you taught me for 2 years never sank in and so I failed my exams but you passed with flying colors, Inspiration turned to disappointment.I cried away as I leaned towards a wall, I saw you approaching me as I wiped my tears away pretending to be happy. "Well whats your result?" you told me cheerily I kept silent for so long you asked the question again, once more I stayed silent and then you understood everything with a nod.You brought out a book and started to recite questions, I was baffled for a minute before you looked at me weirdly "Well whats the answer?" I choked the words but none came out, you smiled "I don't mind waiting for you for one more year... you know..."My tears broke out as I looked downwards "wh-what!?" that's when you knocked me on the head "What are you crying for??"
Despite all the things I said to her I still have her Photo on my computer but I seriously wonder where she is now... and how is she doing, well if I take a wild guess it would be 'fine'It's hard not to smile.But I'm quite certain that I 'miss' her, aside from her emotional marathon she was in all ways childish it's something you could miss in a personBut Seriously I bid her all of good luck and a happy new year.If your out there reading this Michelle, thats awesomeee!!!
D - E - L - I - V - E - R - E - N - C - E
Here you are again.
I can feel you breath down my neck.
Whispering his name while whistling those killer melodies.
You give me a face of an angel like you once had.
And I am nothing but a creature of habit running away in circles,
But I was found by gentleman that flew me up high.
Now I see clearly, I’m telling you to let go of me.
Now that I’ve found my way back home, where I belong.
No longer a slave running away in circles
because I’ve been found by this gentleman, who flew me high.
Get out of my head.
Get out of my soul.
Get out my dreams.
Get out of my house.
Get out of my life.
Get out. Get out. Get out. (Repeat)
No longer a slave…
No longer a slave running away in circles
because I’ve been found by this gentleman, who flew me high. (repeat)
G - R - O - W - I - N - G W - I - N - G - S
Crimson lights the sky, the bird still asleep
Like a dream it shines, from heavens safe keep
Childrens songs we sung, as soft as the breeze
Endless fields, our home, I long for those days
I call out these prayers to the sky, heavy with thought, see your face
I carry these memories inside, thoughts of a soul colored by love
See me grow wings and fly high, passions will die down below
I burn in a basin of fire, watchers look on as they dance in their merciless sky
Watching me, watching you
Silent black, the dawn, and time tell its tale
Darkened blood, it flows, the forest receives
Look within the dark as deep as you dare
There inside you find destruction you seek
I call out these prayers to the sky, heavy with thought, see your face
I carry these memories inside, thoughts of a soul colored by love
See me grow wings and fly high, passions will die down below
I burn in a basin of fire, watchers look on as they dance in their merciless sky
Watching me, watching you